Wednesday, January 5, 2011

letting go

today i fill in the blanks of our calendar with flight details. J1's military enlistment approaches rapidly and inexorably. i would hold on yet a little longer to my child before he leaves innocence behind for good. i would hear him sing me another song, strum us another  ditty. i would have my family intact for just a while longer, but the fledgling needs to spread his wings. it's been a privilege to have a young life to steward for a few years, to teach to show and perhaps to inspire, before one phase is quickly over. as a new mother grappling with diapers and feeds i had no idea it would be so lovely, or so painful.

1 comment:

aliendoc said...

Well said.

You (we) will survive the separation...